Sunday, July 23, 2006

trying..

trying..trying to put the stupid picture that I drew up here..didnt mean the picture was stupid..but the loading..wahaha...damn..it won't work..."A" terror is here..spying on everything that I blog in here...these few days have been reading some hinamanga--naruto doujinshi's..really funny and cute..hehe...good anime pics come from www.animegalleries.net ..my recommendation..haha.. Anime seems to be the only thing that keeps my spirits up these days..people are trying to push my buttons.. ~_~.. I am trying to be so nice....and they just provoke me..I really should burst it..shouldn't I? But o well..I am but an emotionless freak..so who cares...

*naruto and hinata(naruhina)..sasuke and hinata(sasuhina)..which one?!!?haha...hinata rocks..she would be good with anyone..except lee,chouji and shino..wahaha..shino freaks me out a bit..lee is just for sakura..muahaha...and chouji can just eat his well liked chips..muahaha...and konoha is no doubt the best village..haha...
*too bad for bleach...bleach is having fillers..not that good now..to me..naruto's fillers seems better..mmm....

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

majorly pissed off..

Pissed off..because the stupid blogger would not load the pictures, had that !#$~@@! sheperd today..She gave us so much damn homework..and had Mr Thiagu for english..starting to dislike him..does not know how to teach..seriously..and then..came from from school,at home, had to listen to someone bitching at it..won't give names..but seriously!?!?!!! GIVE ME A BREAK!! Majorly pissed off now..moral of the story? Never go home too early..stay out more..and change the answers for that stupid school survey of what we think of the teachers..
And for crying out loud...I DO know what my limits are..and someone is trying to teach me how the heck to live my life..as if that person wants to control my life.. I am different..I am not like you, and I can't be you.I can think for myself..
And guess what, ever since I came here..other than church friends..I have never made a single good friend..All the friends I have..they are not there permanently, they look like they are, but in reality, they are not..its like..when you are happy..they are like..oh..cool..and when you are sad..they are like..who cares...unlike the friends I had in the past..who stayed with me through thick and thin..well..as they say, nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy. I am on the way to being an emotionless freak...

Monday, July 17, 2006

a minute..

Hm..just decided to put this picture up for no reason..did it in english class..because the new teacher we have is soo crappy..o wells..
i like my own drawings :) don't bag my drawings :)
*so slow to upload the pic..haiz..
i think the coms screwed..o well..will post it up next time.
ja..

Thursday, July 13, 2006

screw health teacher..

Screw ms sheperd!! reports just came back and I got all B+'s for home economics. Well, I don't really mind if I do get a B+ for cooking..but for theory!?!? Some of the people in my class did more than the others in class, but guess what? They got lower marks than the people who did lesser work(including me..who got lesser marks..) Oh..and she was saying..trying ur best goes a long way in my eyes.. SUCH A LIAR!!! I so hate her..never mention her name in my face..If not I will seriously kill you.. And she gives like the lamest work ever..She gave us this work for this week--find a photo of a person you admire.. *What the heck is this homework for??that is soo lame..*
Hm..maths test tomorrow..heard it can also be determined if you can do specialist maths in yr 11(college)..for maths methods..you have to get A+'s..how in the world am I supposed to get that type of grade when I want to do maths methods?!?! Arghhh..
Learnt a bit of first aid in Duke of ed today..really interesting..had fun..haha..
Oh wells..off to study for maths and to look for the picture..Haiz.. *Damn!!*

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

blogging..

Hm..blogging after a while..so much work to do..so little time to finish them off, that's why I will probably blog less during school period..lol..Hm..very proud of myslef today, because I walked home myself during winter after 6--the sun had set. Lol..It might be just me, but I'm proud of myself because Australia has sooo much less streetlights than Singapore and it just makes me feel wierd, and I would never dare to walk home by myself and even with people, I would be tense..And today I walked home feeling quite alright..haha
Played with some science cd rom today, really fun--biology(digestive and circulatory system). Haha..Teachers are the same, just bombard work..
Anyways..off to study..

Monday, July 03, 2006

Big thanks...

Been reading the comments..and looking back at my blog, I realised that my blog has been very depressing..Lol..Hm..my mum has been very unreasonable today..Haiz..Oh well..Well, the only positive thing I can say is that school is alright so far, without having a single lesson with shepard yet..lols..Had a bludge class because there was no such room as MU5 as said in our timetables, so we spent the time on the computer and looking through the duke of edinburgh sites..Lol..
*Duke of edinburgh is a very expensive course!! X_X
A friend of mine today dyed his hair and he looked very different to what he usually looks like.. Haha.. Fhairil's birthday was yesterday!..Msged him..and I hope he got my message..lols..If not, fhairil!! happy birthday!!
Hm..these few days..have been talking to people, people who I usually talk to, and people whom I don't usually talk to. Some were very nice..some were annoying..haha..shall not pinpoint them out..
But I would really like to thank Lynette, Jasper, Rick, Alex, Benjamin, Sus..and some others for talking to me somewhere this week because it somehow cheered me up for one thing or the other :)
*Jasper, thanks alot for everything :)..although I don't post anything on your blog..~cheering you on~..you better come to aus to visit us..muahaha ^_^

Saturday, July 01, 2006

blogging with the "terrors" beside..

Hm..I've been reading the comments..and I would have to say, Jireh..u give really sadistic comments..and as the answer to Jasper's question, the friends that are coming are my dear band friends, Benjamin and Suqi..u wouldn't know them..but it would be good if you could come as well..haha.. Well, I looked at my timetable for the upcoming semesters, and guess what.. I just had to have that MS SHEPARD who I really do not like, and it's for the subject HEALTH!! what the **** is this!!?!?.. Hm..other than that, I just hope I have good teachers for the rest of the subjects..and MARK!! You stole my line!!!..haha..jokingjoking..
Hm..I will be doing music group performance, advanced chinese and Duke of Edinburgh award the next semester..and I just hope I will enjoy it..Haha.. I had advanced chinese, Music composition and Technology and Programming last semester and it was pretty interesting because we slacked in those classes..haha..
O well..off to chill before the school starts..NOOOO!!!!!!..hahaha..